Celestial Insight

I close my eyes and see the sun,
Open them to see the moon.
Days and nights bleed together
As a celestial wedding night begins.
Walking streets I wish I knew
And meeting faces only seen in dreams,
I think long and hard on days past
And dreams lived during times
When new dreams were being made.
Your words cut like a knife,
Deep and continuous, always.
But sometime in the now,
Leaving behind the past,
I stopped feeling the pain.
It became like the beating of a heart;
It is always there, and keeps me moving,
Probably gives me a purpose to live.
But I don't hear it or feel,
At least not consciously.
So I close my eyes to see the sun,
Only to open them again to the moon.
Your words and thoughts like wisps of wind
Blowing through already barren trees.